WhAt HaPpEn??

Sometime I think I’m very tired…ZZzzz
I do not understand ppl anymore..i don’t know what they want..
Me myself I also don’t know what I want…
WHY they do thing before never think other ppl will sad n unhappy..
Always say do all the thing is right..and say I dun know how to care ppl..

My mood really very down,Dun know what happen to myself..
Helpness and dark in front what should do and where to go..
Sometimes happy, sometimes suddenly feel down ,just wish
to stay alone in my world,who can listen to me….(-_-)..
Got ppl say when no ppl listen to myself say feeling 时,把 all feeling
Write down so your mood will be better but I write so many feeling
Down also same…..很想让自己开心点。。
Sometimes maybe I’m too free to think many things..
Sometimes keep on thinking of happiness and sadness..
I still remember my best friend tell me,dun ever try to look back..
We must learn to look in front..Time will never say stop..but
Say is easy, but it is actually not easy to make it..Haiz..

I also still remember i promise my friend to change my attitude,
when i feel angry or em song i need to say out my feeling..but
i know,,just really hard to do lo...
i will try..control my feeling and emo....
i promise my friend i can do it..sure i will do^^

差一点...

sometime dun know is me stupid or someone stupid..
always ask me who is the person that i like..
OMG....what thing can i say..emm..
sure i will say dun want to tell u,someone u dun know.
haiz...i also feel boring always answer the same thing..
u want me to say is u meh..sure i wont say lo..=="
if i dare i will say la,but i coward..sorry..:(
because i know someone wont care me or like me..
so i wont say anything,like my friend say..
if someone happy i will happy..that's all..
i will do anything to make someone happy..
i will do anything to help and care someone..
let someone will feel happy always..(if i can do it)

just me got a bit coward ,scare to tell my feeling to someone..
if someone clever sure will know lo...i also "am si" two time lo..
i like the person is xxx de..haha!!
but someone no feel..then ok lo...
i know someone still waiting someone la..
i also hope someone will "xing fu"de..

sometime i will sad,unhappy and angry ..
so maybe i will say something very baddd to someone..
but actually when i scold..or say something bad..
me is say myself,scold myself..not u...
i write in my status at facebook also same..
sometime sure will angry,when u treat someone good but
someone do and say something very bad to me...haiz~~~
not your fault la..is my problem...

but now my mood ok a bit already..because me 慢慢 force myself to unlike u..
force myself dun too care about u..
force myself dun ask so many about someone..
force myself ...haiz..so many thing tim.........
because me and you...is...不可能.if friend ok lo..
sister also can^^

wish me can do it...
i'm sure will find better then someone..
gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!

可以不可以...

平静的一天…

心，也开始能够平静下来了..讓我不自覺的想起了以前的自己..

可以不可以...
一句很简单的话,
但一个很难的决定...
如果画一个圈,就能忘记所有,
那么我们只要学习画圈圈就好...
在自己的周围,画一个圈圈...
那么...什么都不记得了...
我们可以不可以简单一些?
简单那么的一点点...
那么我们都快乐了...

快乐,已不再那么简单...
小时候,幸福是一件简单的事...
只要有冰淇淋,
那已是很幸福的事...
长大后,希望一切都不那么的复杂,
简单一些,就是幸福的事...

以前的"tan sun"快乐,
已经不再...

这就是朋友

一通电话,就能够让我很开心..这就是朋友...
看见他们的时候,我能够很开心...
听见他们的声音的时候,我能够很兴奋...
什么都没有,我却异常的开心....
感谢...
让我认识这一群朋友....
感谢...
让我有你们...
感谢....
你们陪我走过这段路....
感谢....
你们让我感觉有人关心....
感谢...
上帝让我拥有你们...

thanks my friend...^^

难以了解的自己…..

Is there any way..To just…Stop thinking of it…

Really very fan…

最近的我越来越不了解自己了…EM…EMMMMMM……

以前的我自认自己是个很简单 N “TAN SUN” 的人，
从来都不会去在意别人是怎么看我的，别人眼中的我是个怎样的人！
不知道从什么时候开始，我开始在意“别人”怎样看我，我这样子做“别人”会怎样想我！
I REALLY CARE.. 还有最可怕的是 IM VERY SCARE STAY ALONE…
VERY HARD TO BELIEVE ..到底什么时候,什么人让我改变了这么多，

难道是……不可能吧…haha!!

想忘了你…因为不可能..

今天雨下得好安静，我真的不知道现在我是怎么样的心情...
天天想你 天天问自己，到什么时候才能告诉你。。
我知道不能长久的爱最后都没有意义。我真的很想忘了你，
可是我办不到该怎么办才好。所以我故意不睬你，不跟你说话。。
BECAUSE I WANT U TO ANGRY WITH ME..
ME REALLY VERY CHILDISH..
BUT 我真的不可以爱上你..
因为我知道你不会爱上我的...
喜欢你，可又想忘了你，因为我们是不可能的..
有人说 ”原来当你爱人上一个人是多么的简单及容易，
而且喜欢一个人不需要任何的勇气及理由，相反的当你想忘记了你深爱的人是多么困难及痛苦的事情，
而且忘了一个人需要很多的理由来说服自己忘了她”.
我真的可以忘了你吗????

心情有點低落...

I'm so stupid !! I'm so idiot !! I'm so (whatever you call it)
Sometimes really think why me so stupid…so idoit..
ppl also “em li ngor ” why i still care ppl..
why i still care what she doing…what thing is happen on her..
why i always so 38 care other ppl thing..last time untill now also just know how to care ppl n din take care my self…always get hurt..give ppl scold..
why all my friend treat me like this..
”em tong” me ah phooi really no friend anymore…no ppl care me anymore ….
sometime when i feel alone i aslo will cry…why!! am very bad meh…ugly meh…why!!

i just want someone care about me..
sometime feel no happy find someone to say only…really very hard meh..i hate myself..really hate

告白

我很想去告白,可是我怕她拒绝我，所以我一直不敢去，
我真的很喜欢你，我只想对我心中的那个她说四个子
‘我喜欢你’ ~~~ ，你听到了吗？
可是我没有勇气~~~
我心中有许多的话想跟你说可是我不知道该怎样开口~~~

jealous??

OMG...what happen with me...
Why i feel like 怪怪的...here say want introduce friend to someone,
then after that feel so unhappy......
friend only ma,why i so care...Why am I so jealous??
Why do I get so jealous lately...?
Why do I want to take care of someone so much?!?
How can i like someone so much that doesn't care about me..??

sometime I care for someone so much,
because i just want to see someone happy,
but why every time will make myself so unhappy...sad...down..
And i give heart to someone but someone never care about it..
Why do we Care so Much for Someone who doesn't even have any Care for You?


Am i stupid? WHY DO I STILL LIKE YOU ?!

誰來關心關心我...

有谁在乎呢…

如果我难过了、有谁会说：没事吧、怎么啦？
如果我遇到伤心事、有谁会说：没关系，下次努力？

If I'm not online a few days,who would ask me,What are you doing?

If I write down a lonely FB current situation,
who would reply or send message write ,How are you? 你怎么了?

If I'm online,who will the first person who ask,u here?
____________

No one..no ppl will......

When I got on the FB, no ringing sound message and reminders

When I was sad and cry,i just hope someone will care about me

If I am sad, I would hope that some people say: how are you?

why like this also so hard..I'm not hope more than that..
Just sometime feel down ,i also hope got someone will care about me..


知音能有几个？没有、也是平常的..
就算再怎么努力结果还是一样......

有话直说？有何难？可惜我，还是办不到

咳
累了吗？
我想我已经尽力了..

今天的天空似乎有些不同，
或许我该说是这几天的吧？
在这片天空下的我忘记了什么叫烦。

最近觉得自己很没用
不知道这种感觉从什么时候
把自己的思绪霸占到极点
做什么事情 总是不如意 “好运总是在不经意时出现” 我的好运呢？似乎迷路了
我不知道该做些什么...
放弃？其实我也不知道为什么别人可以很enjoy,很开心

这几天发生了很多我及至不喜欢的事
不喜欢别人用超显得语气和我说话 ，不喜欢做错还那么多借口 ，
不喜欢心情不好的时候听到我的禁忌，不喜欢一直唸唸唸吵吵吵，
我很不喜欢....

对我好的人，我很感激你们。
对我不好的人，我，过，得，很，不，开，心。你最好不要来惹我

现在的我也不知道下一步该怎么走..

我真的希望快快放假
给自己 逃离的机会
不想面对现实
好 blur.....

(也许你们说得对,我真的很没用不过还是那句我尽力了)